Friday, September 01, 20061:14 AM
okay.... haven updated for a few days... shall update now......yap.. today went back to TK!! hahax... oh man.. i realli miss u ppl so so so much.... first few ppl i saw were ee fang and jodine, den dorcas..... oh man... jodine was so nice lah... she waited for me.... so sweet..... coz i was still drinking my drinks den cannot go to the hall... den she waited....
then watch the performance... hahax.. the teachers' day concert was entertaining lah.... so funny... like mr yap was dancing?! can u imagine?? hahahx... i used to laugh at him coz my fren once told me he look like a mushroom on a log... coz he super skinny, den tall tall wan....
ending of concert, vice principals were like dancing macarana!!! hahaha... super funny lah.... oh... n i muz say... i saw steffi..... so long never see her liao.. miss her lots..... rjc... dun play play.. hahahax...didnt tok but we did a "eh........" sound... hahax... super funny... den saw some teachers... mdm hassan, ever funny..... mrs loy n ee fang, classic combi...miss lee... hahax... dy by dx... hahahax... but we didnt see miss ho.... mrs khoo oso.....
after everything we went to parkway to eat....eat wit yeesam, samantha they all.... hehe... like first time eat wit them, interesting experience... hahax.... dey oso very funny lah.... after tt we walk walk... den i accompany yf to eat at yoshi, the rest walk walk.. den yee sam came back telling me she saw nickolas!!!!
hahahax.... my reaction not very big lah... was juz oh... like acknowledgement.... wan to see him??? okay lah.... can see den see cannot see den dun see loh.... wont kill me oso..... hahax.. well i guess the old grace is back..... i dun go all hyper anymore.... =)
i shall clarify here lah... although dey wont noe.. but its okay... its juz for my frenz to noe... =) it may seem like i like tis guy, but actually its juz my kaypoh nature acting up again lah.... i wld be super enthu abt tt person... like wan to see, wan to noe more abt him.. but after some time, the interest juz disappears.... dun ask me y i like tt, sound so hua xin.... but its not like....
i tink its like a child hu likes to play n figure out how the toy car works den after some time he gets sick of it den like wan to discover new things like a toy gun... yap.... i guess u ppl noe how kaypoh i can be lah.... guess the way i express myself is wrong... keep giving the wrong impression i like the person....
well... i dunno lah.... juz feel normal again, no more gaga over JC guys.... hahax...
yee sam... i wan to noe the shuai, spikey hair, red crumpler bag, fossil watch and nike shoe guy..... as in like make new frenz....=) hehe... i mean no harm in making new frenz mah.. rite?? hahahax.... expand my network of frenz... yeah?? hahahax...
yar... shall end here... tml will be a boring day.. totally disappointed in eileen... she dun wan to meet n tok to me... as in i was like offering to walk her to her fren house den like walk n tok, she dun wan lah... i need some1 to tok to... i seriously feel negative abt my life now.... suay-ness in not seeing zh, nickolas den cannot meet eileen.... sigh...is like so near yet so far.... zh n eileen, stays walking distance from me n nickolas was like in parkway oso??
haiz... i can only say... i need a listening ear now.... some1 to juz hear me....... sadness filling me again... juz hope it doesnt consume me...... like i say...."if you can find a reason to be sad, you can definitely also find a reason to be happy!!! =)" yupp... even if there is only 1 reason to be happy.... i muz be happy... =) *continues to psycho myself.....*
yamapi!!!<3
